Wednesday, December 30, 2009

♥little-Secret♥

我。。。有个秘密
葬在心里很辛苦
我很努力面对
可是为什么还是解决不掉呢?
* * *
小时候二年级
我想上厕所
可是老师却不让我去
结果我忍不住就。。。。
长大后
本来我根本忘记了这回事
怎知道
遇上了以前小二时的同班同学
他却暴料给别人知道
我觉得很羞。。。
结果从此以后。。这就变成了我的阴影
* * *
我一紧张的时候
就会特别想上厕所
就算没有尿尿也好
也是一样。。。
我自己也讨厌这样的我
觉得有够麻烦的
可是能怎样啊?
我已经很尽力的去补救了
每次出门
怕麻烦家人朋友的
我都会先上厕所
我真得很怕你们会嫌弃我尤其是他
可是他了解我
他不嫌弃我
也不觉得我麻烦
他对我最好了
对不起,如果给了你们很多麻烦的话
真的对不起。。。

♥I'm loving...♥

最近的我
发现了一个秘密
就是。。。我爱上了---红灯
什么红灯呢?
就是红绿灯的红灯
哈哈~
很怪咔吧?
因为
每次出街
我累累的时候
老公总会叫我乖乖在车休息
可是老公就一个人
孤零零的驾车
没有人陪他谈天
这都不是重点
重点就是
每次绿灯转去红灯
老公就会啵啵我。。。
我觉得好幸福哦
心里会突然间暖起来
我就是喜欢给老公那样的呵护着我
宠爱着我,保护我。。。
当我是他的宝贝一样n________________n
每次在老公面前
就会不知不觉地变得幼稚^__________^
喜欢老公总是摸着我的头
当我是小孩子那样的疼我
我真的好喜欢这样。。。♥

Monday, December 28, 2009

♥KokMeng&Filo♥

26/12/2009
that night was a wonderful night
there was a weeding of Kok Meng and Filonessa
my cousin married a half-india girl
1st time visited such a different wedding btw chinese and india

preparation started from 2.30pm
bath, dress up, make up
haha~
weared eyelashes
so painful...
bcz of the glue is so strong
so tough 2 wear it
recently i always make up
make my face dehydrating...
* * *
on the way 2 Saujana

eating in the car

3 crazy Sisz

* * *
same as before
we 3 sisters have 2 work as parttime
at the reception there
help those visitors sign in,get their signatureson the guest book
show the weeding photo gallery
that's all we do
so boring...
always do the same things...
so...im not a time waster
haha~i took few photo there also


that was funny
i so enjoy the dinner
got band and emcee
i like the band
those guys sang the english songs...
really got sweet sweet fell inside
and so warm...
but...EXPENSIVE
rm1000++ for the emcee
and rm2000++ for the whole band
haiz...
i think
people should think and plan properly before they have 2 marriage
* * *
after home
still shooting...
hehe~
got a lot roses
coz the whole ballroom was decorated with real roses
so many auntie stole it
same...
including my mum
so i got it 2 shooting 2gether


♥平安夜♥

24/12/2009
平安夜那天
老公不在去了旅行
我就约了我的朋友出来喝茶谈天
就在gasoline而已
那个‘多毛人’带了他的coursemates来
一个是我的小学同学来的
他还说我变了很多
不知道是变美还是变丑了呢?
还有两个就是
Andrew跟阿勇
Andrew的人蛮好谈的
有时也废废的
他跟那个旧同学都一样
跟我们这班朋友的channel很相似
所以满谈得来的
可是阿勇就差点了
可是他很像我们的一个朋友——————‘害羞虫’
然后我们还玩他跟苹果
一直帮他们牵线
不知道阿勇有没有传信息跟苹果谈天叻?
下次出来的话
要带迈老公一起来才可以

* * *



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masao kitamura

Saturday, December 26, 2009

♥我难过的是。。。♥

为什么?
都是我的错?
我写部落格也是个人的兴趣
想跟一些朋友分享我得开心与不开心
为什么有关到你的事了?
好!
就算我是写得入骨
又怎样?
我就是喜欢阿
你能怎样。。。
还有我写来不是写给你看得
你可以不要看
我一点也不庆幸你会看我的部落格
还有
拜托!!!
你是羡慕还是妒嫉?
我幸福是我的事
不管你的事
这是我的部落
我不希望在看到你

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

♥ X 老公= boring♥

昨晚老公就出发去singapore
要进飞机前
老公打了通电话给我
说他要上飞机了
说他会想念我
傻傻的。。只是去履行几天而已嘛
可是我听了却
鼻子酸酸的,眼睛痒痒得想哭了
一起了那么久
有时老公跟朋友去旅行我也会舍不得
可能我真的太依赖他了
也太需要老公了吧
所以老公要快点回来哦
老婆在家等你呢
* * *
老公去了新加坡的第一天
我已经闷到不行了
不能sms也不能谈天
原来一天没有老公的贴心
我是不能得
只能对着电脑发呆
有时还会有幻听
以为手机响了。。。
超想念老公的
不知道他在新加坡玩得怎样
开心吗?想起我吗?
一定要想我哦。。。不然回来我一定不放过你的!!

Thursday, December 17, 2009

♥最近的我♥

最近的我
放假咯!!
辛苦了一个SEM
终于可以休息了
可是只有那么一个月
我想找工作做也没人愿意请
haiz....算了吧
所以我也打消念头了
现在非常非常得空的我呢。。。
每天早上起来就是帮妈妈做家务
不然就是打扫房间
迎接新一年的来临了
哈哈~现在休息一个月呆在家
其实也是满好玩的
得空就陪下家里可爱的JERREL玩







这个就是JERREL啦
我妈妈带的小孩
这几张就是我趁他在看广告的时候
偷拍他的
很可爱吧?
而且最近爸爸的心情也变好了
因为我都把家里弄得干干净净的
而且他还赞我很乖哦
哈哈~给人赞真爽阿! ^__________^
今天还陪妈妈去巴刹买菜
还就都没陪她了
妈妈一个人真的好辛苦哦
因为妈妈要带小孩
所以唯有weekend才能出去买菜
一买的话就买整个星期的菜
如果他一个人的话有时来回车三次都买不完哦
而且每次手里都是满满的
我今天都拿到手痛了
所以说女人真难当!!!
还好我还有个好老公疼我~爱你哦~~

♥the Princess FROG♥

that day i went to Cheras Selatan Jusco
for a movie named " the Princess and the FROG "


presented by Disney Land
i watched with my dear and his family
actually that movie was a childish movie...
before that
i doesn't interest on that movie
but my dear dated me
so...sure i will~
but after i watched
that was a amazing movie
and a happy ending movie
i love the crocodile and the 'light bulb'
haha~ damn funny
i keep laughing in the cinema
like a child...
but i was quite good for me
i like the part they all bringing the two frog to MAMA
* * *
no matter you are poor, or ugly
you can become princess once you have married a prince
who is the prince in my heart???
i hope to be your princess soon and forever

Monday, December 14, 2009

♥In BAD mood♥

really have to be alone...
let me calm down
i really got concern about you
and i rally try not to compare
but why somethings always happen to remind me?
i just hope 2 be 1st
nothing more than that...
just let me calm down
okay??
* * *
still having cough all the day
i think im in sick...
thanks GOD
now having my sem break...
hope i can recover before the genting trip

♥sport day♥

13/12/2009
that day
in the morning
i went out to mountain-walk with my family
and my dear
this is the 1st time
because last 2 times also raining
so we force to cancel
so enjoy...
but i got a little bit asthma
very difficult 2 breath...
but still finish the walk...
* * *
then we have our breakfast
Dad send Coco (my eldest sis) to her bf's house
DAMN cute his house
like Disney land...
but have to renew the paint
* * *
prepare for the next section---badminton
we have book a court for 2 hours
only RM30 in 96 badminton at balakong
shit!!! my pelvis so painful...
and also my hand muscle
* * *
13/12/2009
i had been together with dear
for 1 year and 9 months
dear, i love u...
muackzz...
even though this christmas u still not around with me
nevermind...haha~
sure you bring my christmas present back 2 me!!! ^________^

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

♥sem1 term2---fundamental♥



this is a motif done by playing the circles

any ideas in my mind b4 starting the scrapbook

my self portrait...haha

摩天轮done by using he thumbpins

playing cut paper



focus the cats that i like most

weird kind from other planet...

a black rose


'nothing is always something'
Miss Ami said...i like this...
it gt the meaning inside

copy from the TM net advertisement

mannequin wanted to be in love~


i ♥ these cats...so fierce but so cute...
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butterflies are the most beautiful animals i like...
any beauty will lose...
i wanna 2 keep the beauty then kidnap them
but they will die...beauty still disappear ~
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hell
end of the world
love anyone beside you
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MicBerry in de'house
i will do the same at our house
( 2nd assignment >>> Out of book!!! boos!!! scrap and sketchbook )
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wash effect with charcoal pen


arcylic study
D you see a bottle, two cups, two apples, and a banana in this painting?

1st assignment >>> masjid jamek

♥holiday♥

after tomorrow
will start my sem1 break
4 weeks...
don't know what to do during holiday
i wanna to find a job
but i think no 1 will employ me just for 1 month
am i right?
so who want a temporary worker?
just contact me in my blog
or view me at facebook
huiteng38@hotmail.com
thanks...

♥shopping day♥

yesterday
i went out with my dear Micky
we went to Times Square and Sungei Wang
long time didn't shop around in KL
i ♥ SHOP
we ate the fried food at the sungei wang
i miss the the Taiwan hot-dog
by the way
i want to warn you guys here...
when you pass through the bridge which connected Times Square and the Sungei Wang
be careful!!
there have a lot of lier
at 1st,they will say just need your signature or your I/C no or your name
i thought that was a new product to promote
then Micky wrote his name
me too!!!
but, at last column there in the form
was a trap!!!
they say they don't care how much we can sponsor
then i thought it can be few ringgit
but they really shit
they wan us to donate RM20 each person
but i really don't have much $$$
so dear and me share to donate a number of 20
i hope not to see them again
* * *
i was so shocked
when i pass through the road
there got 1 man
actually he is a disabled
but he doesn't give up himself
he make the key chain, hp hanger,etc
dear and me also bought 1 each
have our name "MicBerry"
* * *
another thing made me very happy
and felicity, so warm
in the car, on the way back to home
i wrongly did something
but my dear said that
'you're so stupid~ make me can't control to kiss you'
he kissed me
i ♥ that kiss
so sweet...i will remember it till the end of my life

Thursday, October 29, 2009

♥stomachache♥

yesterday when i reached home
suddenly my stomach very pain
pain until i can't sit, stand, or walk properly
i really scared
i thought i will die leh
so scare that i can't see dear again
go to clinic
doctor also can't tel us what had happen to my stomach
he juz say tat my envy look like expand a bit
oso did the urine test
he suggest me go for hospital
if still painful after have my pills
i dun wan 2 stay at hosp
no ppl accompany me
i can't sleep de
the pills so bitter o...
hope he will kiss me after i have my pills
sure nth ler...

♥hair show♥

so boring wor...
spend a whole day at sunway resort convention centre
wait wait wait and wait only
the stylist make me like "boom" hair
but v nice de...
i oso saw Amber Chia
she rely friendly...
and oso no "sombong" as the other artists
i oso hv took pic with her


* * *
during the show
everything went perfect at the beginning
later thr spray out the dry ice
very smelly
i cant tahan
den coughing on the stage
so embarrassing leh...
summore at behind of the stage
suddenly i fall down
very paiseh leh
anyway...i enjoyed this show
hope nxt time can rely work 4 it again

♥superbuzy♥

who say sem1 term2 will b very free?
shit lar~
5-7 assignments in 1 week
now my assignments as high as mountain
who can help me?
nw i gt color study exercises,my idol(presentation),
movie response paper,masjid jamek, 1 sketchbook,
feminism art logbook and presentation,
mosaic design, logbook,and poster
i wan die liao...
my lovely god...can u give me 25 hours a day?
i rely no enuf time 2 do this stuff
almost bankrap oso...
wan 2 find a good job
which can do my own stuff during free time
high salary and allowance
i hv borrow RM40++ frm my sister
tis saturday toh cum bk frm melaka
i hv promise them 2 join de gathering at KTV
oh my god...
use $$$ again
den 2moro my classmate's b'day
plan 2 hv steamboat
RM20++ again

Sunday, October 25, 2009

stay at setapak

tonite i stay at sis's hostel (setapak)
bcz 2moro i hv a model show in Sunway
2moro straight a way go thr
so i nid 2 stay thr
actually is a hair show
and i hv participate in tat
so weird lar...
no one i know de
so scared o..
n now i hv a heavy cough
so cham wor...
already 1 day i din c dear ler..
2moro i oso din go 4 sckul...
scare dear will boring during Angie's class
duno whether dera got miss me or not
haha~
very scare wor...
2moro nid 2 wear very sexy dress
and 3 inci high heel shoes ooo...
oh my god..
god bless me!!!
love u,dear~~muackz...

Thursday, October 1, 2009

♥比赛♥

我听sunny说不久后
将会有个比较大型的比赛
他问我可以join他们没有
我其实也很想啊
可是我的腰
没办法跳了
我也很痛苦很难过
家人都怕我伤到backbone
怕以后生孩子都不能
又说backbone附近很多神经线
万一弄上就后悔都来不及
也对的。。。
我们跳舞根本就没学好基本功
就连sunny也是自己学回来的
我们不会怎样跳得不受伤
而且每次赶show的时候
为了马上学会舞步
有时我们要一天内就要做到
太过操劳。。。
*   * *
很遗憾~
我一生的跳舞生涯
就停在这里了
都不懂几时才能再见到我的舞台

♥24/9-27/9♥

又是一个难忘的
PD之旅阿 n___________n
其实也没什么好说的
来来去去都是一样的节目
我们去到就是看戏啦,听歌,玩作弄
记得第2天的时候
chicken,少康,阿sum,big show
一起回去载iyen
我,老公,猪,jackie毛
就得空没事做
想到要拿chicken跟big show的内裤
来玩。。。
big show的内裤挂在风扇上
弄成七彩风扇叻 ^__________^
而chicken的。。。就比较恶心
还玩用过的内裤哦 Oh my GOD~
结果还给我们发现chicken
的四天三夜旅行原来只带四条内裤哦
haha~笑死我们哦!
* * *
然后我们又去snooker
旅行玩下应该没问题吧
我终于会玩了咯
* * *
然后又去玩banana boat
这次够纪念的
那个废driver不会驾的
我们跌下水了
他还踏油门
结果banana boat就直接撞来我这边
撞到我的耳朵后面,还有颈部
痛死我叻!而且还肿了起来
还好我有老公疼哦
* * *
跟老公走沙滩
月亮很美哦
老公还抱我起来转圈圈哦 ^_____________^
我们还玩剪刀,石头,布
* * *
就这样过了四天
好闷哦
下次一定要换地方了
只要有海,沙滩就可以了
Melaka ( A' Famosa ), Langkawi
Pulau Redang只想跟宝贝去
老公说过我21岁就带我一起去的

♥神经病♥

其实怎样才算是神经有问题?
那我又属于哪类型的?
我承认我是个胆小鬼
真不明白为什么
人人都希望快快长大
可以到外面的世界去看看
对!外面的世界是很美
可是更丑陋!=(
人是上帝创造出来,最完美无缺的东西
可是为什么会演变成这样?
世界真是大乱了
现在我终于明白什么是人面兽心
为什么明明深爱你的人又会忍心伤害你?
为什么人为了生活,就算出卖身边所有的一切都无所谓?
我自己也是人
我爱的。。。也是人
伤害我的也是人
人可以很完美,也可以变得丑陋
我讨厌现实生活
讨厌竞争,讨厌弱肉强食的世界
我不想面对~
我只想逃离。。。逃离这迷惘的世界
* * *
你可以说我神经病
我曾经也认为
自己是个神经有问题的人
可能是外来影响吧。。。
很小的时候,就对婚姻很抗拒
因为我的阿姨是单亲妈妈
我不能说是姨丈的错
爱情是两个人的事
所以两个都有错。。。
还记得college第一次的english presentation
我的题目就是divorce(离婚)
记得朋友曾问我
会因为世界上的离婚指数一直飙升
而放弃去寻找真爱吗?

我相信真爱还是会有的
希望我找到了。。。我的true♥