♥little-Secret♥

我。。。有个秘密
葬在心里很辛苦
我很努力面对
可是为什么还是解决不掉呢？
* * *
小时候二年级
我想上厕所
可是老师却不让我去
结果我忍不住就。。。。
长大后
本来我根本忘记了这回事
怎知道
遇上了以前小二时的同班同学
他却暴料给别人知道
我觉得很羞。。。
结果从此以后。。这就变成了我的阴影
* * *
我一紧张的时候
就会特别想上厕所
就算没有尿尿也好
也是一样。。。
我自己也讨厌这样的我
觉得有够麻烦的
可是能怎样啊？
我已经很尽力的去补救了
每次出门
怕麻烦家人朋友的
我都会先上厕所
我真得很怕你们会嫌弃我尤其是他
可是他了解我
他不嫌弃我
也不觉得我麻烦
他对我最好了
对不起，如果给了你们很多麻烦的话
真的对不起。。。

♥I'm loving...♥

最近的我
发现了一个秘密
就是。。。我爱上了---红灯
什么红灯呢？
就是红绿灯的红灯
哈哈~
很怪咔吧？
因为
每次出街
我累累的时候
老公总会叫我乖乖在车休息
可是老公就一个人
孤零零的驾车
没有人陪他谈天
这都不是重点
重点就是
每次绿灯转去红灯
老公就会啵啵我。。。
我觉得好幸福哦
心里会突然间暖起来
我就是喜欢给老公那样的呵护着我
宠爱着我，保护我。。。
当我是他的宝贝一样n________________n
每次在老公面前
就会不知不觉地变得幼稚^__________^
喜欢老公总是摸着我的头
当我是小孩子那样的疼我
我真的好喜欢这样。。。♥

♥KokMeng&Filo♥

26/12/2009
that night was a wonderful night
there was a weeding of Kok Meng and Filonessa
my cousin married a half-india girl
1st time visited such a different wedding btw chinese and india

preparation started from 2.30pm
bath, dress up, make up
haha~
weared eyelashes
so painful...
bcz of the glue is so strong
so tough 2 wear it
recently i always make up
make my face dehydrating...
* * *
on the way 2 Saujana

eating in the car

3 crazy Sisz

* * *
same as before
we 3 sisters have 2 work as parttime
at the reception there
help those visitors sign in,get their signatureson the guest book
show the weeding photo gallery
that's all we do
so boring...
always do the same things...
so...im not a time waster
haha~i took few photo there also


that was funny
i so enjoy the dinner
got band and emcee
i like the band
those guys sang the english songs...
really got sweet sweet fell inside
and so warm...
but...EXPENSIVE
rm1000++ for the emcee
and rm2000++ for the whole band
haiz...
i think
people should think and plan properly before they have 2 marriage
* * *
after home
still shooting...
hehe~
got a lot roses
coz the whole ballroom was decorated with real roses
so many auntie stole it
same...
including my mum
so i got it 2 shooting 2gether

♥平安夜♥

24/12/2009
平安夜那天
老公不在去了旅行
我就约了我的朋友出来喝茶谈天
就在gasoline而已
那个‘多毛人’带了他的coursemates来
一个是我的小学同学来的
他还说我变了很多
不知道是变美还是变丑了呢？
还有两个就是
Andrew跟阿勇
Andrew的人蛮好谈的
有时也废废的
他跟那个旧同学都一样
跟我们这班朋友的channel很相似
所以满谈得来的
可是阿勇就差点了
可是他很像我们的一个朋友——————‘害羞虫’
然后我们还玩他跟苹果
一直帮他们牵线
不知道阿勇有没有传信息跟苹果谈天叻？
下次出来的话
要带迈老公一起来才可以

* * *





masao kitamura

♥我难过的是。。。♥

为什么？
都是我的错？
我写部落格也是个人的兴趣
想跟一些朋友分享我得开心与不开心
为什么有关到你的事了？
好！
就算我是写得入骨
又怎样？
我就是喜欢阿
你能怎样。。。
还有我写来不是写给你看得
你可以不要看
我一点也不庆幸你会看我的部落格
还有
拜托！！！
你是羡慕还是妒嫉？
我幸福是我的事
不管你的事
这是我的部落
我不希望在看到你

♥ X 老公= boring♥

昨晚老公就出发去singapore
要进飞机前
老公打了通电话给我
说他要上飞机了
说他会想念我
傻傻的。。只是去履行几天而已嘛
可是我听了却
鼻子酸酸的，眼睛痒痒得想哭了
一起了那么久
有时老公跟朋友去旅行我也会舍不得
可能我真的太依赖他了
也太需要老公了吧
所以老公要快点回来哦
老婆在家等你呢
* * *
老公去了新加坡的第一天
我已经闷到不行了
不能sms也不能谈天
原来一天没有老公的贴心
我是不能得
只能对着电脑发呆
有时还会有幻听
以为手机响了。。。
超想念老公的
不知道他在新加坡玩得怎样
开心吗？想起我吗？
一定要想我哦。。。不然回来我一定不放过你的！！

♥最近的我♥

最近的我
放假咯！！
辛苦了一个SEM
终于可以休息了
可是只有那么一个月
我想找工作做也没人愿意请
haiz....算了吧
所以我也打消念头了
现在非常非常得空的我呢。。。
每天早上起来就是帮妈妈做家务
不然就是打扫房间
迎接新一年的来临了
哈哈~现在休息一个月呆在家
其实也是满好玩的
得空就陪下家里可爱的JERREL玩







这个就是JERREL啦
我妈妈带的小孩
这几张就是我趁他在看广告的时候
偷拍他的
很可爱吧？
而且最近爸爸的心情也变好了
因为我都把家里弄得干干净净的
而且他还赞我很乖哦
哈哈~给人赞真爽阿！ ^__________^
今天还陪妈妈去巴刹买菜
还就都没陪她了
妈妈一个人真的好辛苦哦
因为妈妈要带小孩
所以唯有weekend才能出去买菜
一买的话就买整个星期的菜
如果他一个人的话有时来回车三次都买不完哦
而且每次手里都是满满的
我今天都拿到手痛了
所以说女人真难当！！！
还好我还有个好老公疼我~爱你哦~~

♥the Princess FROG♥

that day i went to Cheras Selatan Jusco
for a movie named " the Princess and the FROG "


presented by Disney Land
i watched with my dear and his family
actually that movie was a childish movie...
before that
i doesn't interest on that movie
but my dear dated me
so...sure i will~
but after i watched
that was a amazing movie
and a happy ending movie
i love the crocodile and the 'light bulb'
haha~ damn funny
i keep laughing in the cinema
like a child...
but i was quite good for me
i like the part they all bringing the two frog to MAMA
* * *
no matter you are poor, or ugly
you can become princess once you have married a prince
who is the prince in my heart???
i hope to be your princess soon and forever

♥In BAD mood♥

really have to be alone...
let me calm down
i really got concern about you
and i rally try not to compare
but why somethings always happen to remind me?
i just hope 2 be 1st
nothing more than that...
just let me calm down
okay??
* * *
still having cough all the day
i think im in sick...
thanks GOD
now having my sem break...
hope i can recover before the genting trip

♥sport day♥

13/12/2009
that day
in the morning
i went out to mountain-walk with my family
and my dear
this is the 1st time
because last 2 times also raining
so we force to cancel
so enjoy...
but i got a little bit asthma
very difficult 2 breath...
but still finish the walk...
* * *
then we have our breakfast
Dad send Coco (my eldest sis) to her bf's house
DAMN cute his house
like Disney land...
but have to renew the paint
* * *
prepare for the next section---badminton
we have book a court for 2 hours
only RM30 in 96 badminton at balakong
shit!!! my pelvis so painful...
and also my hand muscle
* * *
13/12/2009
i had been together with dear
for 1 year and 9 months
dear, i love u...
muackzz...
even though this christmas u still not around with me
nevermind...haha~
sure you bring my christmas present back 2 me!!! ^________^

♥sem1 term2---fundamental♥

this is a motif done by playing the circles

any ideas in my mind b4 starting the scrapbook

my self portrait...haha

摩天轮done by using he thumbpins

playing cut paper



focus the cats that i like most

weird kind from other planet...

a black rose


'nothing is always something'
Miss Ami said...i like this...
it gt the meaning inside

copy from the TM net advertisement

mannequin wanted to be in love~


i ♥ these cats...so fierce but so cute...
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butterflies are the most beautiful animals i like...
any beauty will lose...
i wanna 2 keep the beauty then kidnap them
but they will die...beauty still disappear ~
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hell
end of the world
love anyone beside you
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MicBerry in de'house
i will do the same at our house
( 2nd assignment >>> Out of book!!! boos!!! scrap and sketchbook )
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wash effect with charcoal pen


arcylic study
D you see a bottle, two cups, two apples, and a banana in this painting?

1st assignment >>> masjid jamek

♥holiday♥

after tomorrow
will start my sem1 break
4 weeks...
don't know what to do during holiday
i wanna to find a job
but i think no 1 will employ me just for 1 month
am i right?
so who want a temporary worker?
just contact me in my blog
or view me at facebook
huiteng38@hotmail.com
thanks...

♥shopping day♥

yesterday
i went out with my dear Micky
we went to Times Square and Sungei Wang
long time didn't shop around in KL
i ♥ SHOP
we ate the fried food at the sungei wang
i miss the the Taiwan hot-dog
by the way
i want to warn you guys here...
when you pass through the bridge which connected Times Square and the Sungei Wang
be careful!!
there have a lot of lier
at 1st,they will say just need your signature or your I/C no or your name
i thought that was a new product to promote
then Micky wrote his name
me too!!!
but, at last column there in the form
was a trap!!!
they say they don't care how much we can sponsor
then i thought it can be few ringgit
but they really shit
they wan us to donate RM20 each person
but i really don't have much $$$
so dear and me share to donate a number of 20
i hope not to see them again
* * *
i was so shocked
when i pass through the road
there got 1 man
actually he is a disabled
but he doesn't give up himself
he make the key chain, hp hanger,etc
dear and me also bought 1 each
have our name "MicBerry"
* * *
another thing made me very happy
and felicity, so warm
in the car, on the way back to home
i wrongly did something
but my dear said that
'you're so stupid~ make me can't control to kiss you'
he kissed me
i ♥ that kiss
so sweet...i will remember it till the end of my life